Monday, June 13, 2011

dont you hate;
when somone has feelings for you,
but you dont have feelings for them..
but the person you do have feelings for;
act like they dont have feelings for you...

what i really need to stop doing,
is saying i dont give a fuck about someone
and deep under my skin i really do.
i just feel the less i gaf , the less i get hurt.
but i fucked up and started giving a fuck,
and look at me now.
HURT
i may not act like it , but i am
i keep saying
FUCKIT
but i cant help but to think about
now i understand.
when you have feelings for someone
let them know; cuhs it may be to late
in the end.
FUCK HIM!!!!!!!!

>=( , ~>:( , =[ ,  ='[

I  FUCKING LOVE YOU!
what do you not understand

Thursday, June 9, 2011

i mean i act like i dgaf ;
but sometimes i do....
i do have feelings
A time when you finally give in; and put your trust in someone;
and then its ruined by their lies.
yeah
its called fucking [BETRAYEL]
FUCK YOU
cunt.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

what she hated the most.

She hated when someone tried to look into her eyes
she hated when someone wanted her to look them in the eyes.
"she was afraid she might shed tears at any minute"

she hated when someone asks her does she need someone to talk to.
but she can give advice to anyone who asked;
but couldnt take her own;

she hated when someone told her she needs to go to church,
she was told she will go to hell.
but her mind is already in it;

but what she hated the most was being around so many people
because no one ever will understand
"understand what she is feeling"
save me from my the evil thoughts alluring in my head
its making me go crazy inside;
kill my braincells , i wouldnt care
im like a maniac ready to kill;
my heart is cold, FUCK THIS

POW!!!!

its to late.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

sometimes..my own thoughts scare me;



-secret lovers

as the rain drops surrounded the outside
making the loud noise, as the sensual music played in the night
as the rain poured harder, her lady part got wetter.
she had red panties on , which meant she wanted this time to be sensual, slow, and soft.
as she caressed his manhood he whispered alluring things into her ear.
he arosed even more as she kissed the side of his hip.
they were taking it slow as if they had all the time in the world.
they stared into eachothers eyes as if they loved eachother deeply.
he kissed her from her forhead to her toes as she closed her eyes and loved everybit of it.
as she was ready to put his manhood into her ladypart he still took it slow.
he kissed every bit of the body from the back sides and the front.
As she flipped him over she began doing the same..
Their song came on "Anytime,Anyplace" by janet jackson.
which topped off the mood. she slowly put his manhood into her ladypart as he steady looked into her eyes as if he wanted to know what was going thru her mind.

HIS THOUGHTS : i cant love her ! i have a wife. wtf am i doing?
HER THOUGHTS: i think im falling for this nigga. but i cant; i have a husband.

As he was deep inside her , and as she caressed and enjoyed every bit of him the rain stopped. but they kept going on for hours and hours until the sunset came.

as they finished they looked into eachothers eyes and both of them shedded a tear.
his tear sorrowed down the left side as hers did the right;

they couldnt help it;

it was love they were feeling.

it was no secret anymore;