i need to start expressing my feelings more. this diary of mine is not enough; it feels like i am about to explode sometimes. i feel like crying, and most of the time i dont know why. Is it because im regretting? or is it because im tryinq to find myself? Or maybe is it because i feel like nobodies here for me like i would be there for them? idk. but its killing and im about to bust. My heart is big , but i have no one to share it with

WHY?

I see people crying over one another, but in love with one another. its better than having no one right? but i think to myself is it really worth it to cry over someone when they do you so wrong. maybe, maybe not.

Ive been hurt so badly and so many times i dont expect no one to care. or im not suprised of what it will turn out in the end. because all i have to depend on is myself anyway right...

some people take advantage of when they have a good thing

I WISH

i used to be sad when people let me down but now im just like

FUCK IT AND FUCK THEM