Dear Uncle Corey

Even though your not here with me, i hear you voice every  step of my way. I still remember the day that you left me, my heart broke in 2 pieces i couldnt even pronounce the syllables of you name. You were my favorite , and always will be. i remember the nicknames that you called me. it only sounded right when you said it. ill give up anything to hear your voice again. you aggrivated me to my last nerve, but i loved you and still do.i even remember when i was about to start head start and you told me that the teachers were going to call me princess :) i think about you all the time. I wonder are you watching me? are you listening to me when i talk to you while im driving? idk. i wish i knew though. I wonder what would it be like if you were still here?  your favorite song while you was alive was bowwow fresh az im is . lol. i used to love that song. when i look at your picture i see the glaring in your eyes. it makes me think of what you were thiking that night you died. why couldnt you just stay. why couldnt you just make it. at least for little corey ;( why why why. all the wonders and whys. i fell on my knees when i found out. that was the worst day of my life so far. its been almost  6 years that you have been gone but yet when i think about you i wanna break down and cry. but i hate to show my weaknesses. i wish you were here to see your child get older, to see boo going into her first year of highschool, to see andalyn and corah get older, to see jaiden, and to see me go into the military. but i know that your watching over all of us. I JUST WISH I CAN TOUCH YOU AND TALK TO YOU ONE LAST TIME!! WHY ME!! WHY US!!. when i saw you in your casket i was thinking to myself COME BACK UNCLE COREY, COME BACK PLEASEE!! begging and pleading for god to send you back.nana misses you alot.why couldnt you just hold on ?? ive never seen nana so devistated. but im here for her.we talk about you all the time and cry when we need to. but i know your in a better place than this cruel world. my heart still hasnt healed and i dont think that it ever will :( because i freaking miss you like no other. missing you is an understatement. i doing more than just missing that there is no word to explain it,, sometimes i wonder how would you look today? what would you be like? i try not to thnk about it but i just cant helpit

i love you uncle corey, never stopped never will. your always in my heart. i dont go a day without thinking about you; i guess i have to stop being selfish and except the fact that your in a better place. but i dont know how. ill try. see you later. this is not a good bye

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