i now hear the birds chriping,lights clicking, and everyone getting ready to start their day;

instead i sit hear in distraught and sadness,

the killing part about it is....

theres nothing i can point my finger on;

im just a big disaster all in one.

everything hurts.

im crushed;

and the only thing i ask is for someone to care.

is that so hard? what did i do?

instead of having a peacful sleep and jolly dreams;

i cry until i cant take it anymore

and fall asleep with demand.

as my pillow is wet the tears that rolled down my face.

instead of trying to catch them i let them fall.

i let them hit my shirt as if i didnt need;

i dont have anyone anyway;

-no im not okay..my heart♥is crushedd